my past, my present, my future and my life

I still can remember the first time we knew each other.
It's wierd I choose "know" this word to express.
But I do not care. For me, you will not be substituted.
It has been eight months since then.
Long? or short?
really doesn't matter cause it was a lovely period of time in my life.
The things you told me and the songs you shared with me.
I'll keep in my mind.
Sweet? sour? or even bitter?
still really doesn't matter cause it was an unforgettable period of time in my life.
At last, it was just a dream. And I must wake up.
And now is the time. It's time to let go.
It's silly that I feel sad for something never happened.
It's stupid that I feel tired for something I've already been warned.
But that's who I am.
To my regret, I can't really "know" you.
I hope two weeks later, I will be strong enough to get over this.
Maybe I need much time to do that.
But I will just be fine. I think I will.